I am now married and I try to have conversations with my husband about what happened so he understands why some things are difficult for me or why I react a certain way. Plus you stayed away from 2 big addictions(which is a big deal!). But, I am at a point in my life where I realize how unhealthy this is and know deep inside that unless I allow myself to be at least somewhat vulnerable, I will never truly grow as a person. I feel like giving up , I was stupid to think someone could love a mess like me . My parents are gone and because my siblings/extended family drove my Mother to starve herself to death to escape their abuse so they are dead to me (it’s the Italian blood in me). You’re young and deserve to be a carefree happy kid. I am tired and have to get out of this life. When it seems like nobody cares, God cares. Hello, I’m a 31 year old male and I’m here because I feel God reached out to me through a dream. The youngest is 19, when she reaches the age of 25 they (3) will split the estate that is worth almost 2 million dollars. I have very little savings, very little work history. Believe me when I say, suicide would be preferable to my existence! I don’t know your current situation but I can assure you that it will pass. My body started shaking all over for about 5 minutes. He wants you to blossom into who He created you to be…but you have to participate. Until today i Harbour bitterness to my mom. I had a session of EMDR from an incident in my early teens and I finally dealt with it. i’m currently going through perimenopause and having to deal with our 3 year old as well as my husband’s mood swings. May you find peace and healing. I wonder what is the point….to give so much love and be so alone. Try not to be aggressive or make it sound critical. I swim in the mornings and do my weights and cardio in the evening. Love, I’m in pain also…feel no one cares If I live or die sink or swim it’s people like us that need to commit it’s too bad it seems like we’re all so far from each other and going through this doesn’t seem right but just know I care I don’t have to know you personally but I feel your pain because it’s mine to you it’s own way…I don’t understand what’s going on in Africa I don’t know anything about it only what you’re saying is there some way you could leave? He is always there, waiting for you to open your heart and spirit, and humbly accept His grace and love. My friend told me that I don’t know how much I’ll be missed by my friends and community here. Ari has absolutely no interest in visiting the island resort where traumatic memories are repressed. This was not a very nice person and you are better off without them. Get yourself some good legal advice. I don’t know exactly how I got through it but things lightened up and my depression lifted. They didnt take his (now passed on) side but didnt take mine either. I do encourage and support Your choice of living with Biblical principles, it is important that it helps You to go on and not to loose faith and hope. Thank you for sharing. What am I here for …nothing The truth is that somebody does care about me. There seems to be a point in our lives when things start to go downward, and from there everything seems to get worse and worse, while all we see around us are people who seem to have the perfect lives, we start to envy that, we feel unhappy because everything around us seems so perfect yet we have nothing perfect in our lives – but believe me, there are many of us out there hiding under our ‘perfect’ image so just remember there are many, many of us out there just like you. I also know I’m never truly alone when God’s by my side. Ironically, it’s when you feel like no one cares that you’re most likely to bottle your feelings up…but that’s the most important time to express your feelings. , These tips are not helpful and don’t truly reflect how someone alone feels. Regardless you’re words are kind. All of his theories couldn’t be more wrong. 25. Loneliness? I have not seen my Son since late February of ’17. It was the driving force behind my Quest to find God-Love manifested in the physical realm He created, beyond just human goodness, kindness of strangers and social or family interactions or even romantic ones. You can choose to believe that feeling like no one cares can help you find a deeper, more meaningful relationship with God. I reach and reach and then I hold back, and then I reach and reach again wanting someone to reach back… but no one does not unless I force them to do so by telling them how sad I am. You are your own key and answers. This is to give a bit of info so it can be understood easier. I think I might book myself away for a Christmas break. He ends by saying that the only solution is to fear God and obey His commandments. Color or paint. But look, we are not alone here. I was grunting with physical pain in my abdomen. This is hopeless im feeling unworthy and upset as im writing this,this is not the way it supposed to be,i need to find my nirvana,a place where love is unconditional without judgement,no hard feelings no anger no bs no gender bs just plain straight men and women enjoying a peacful life without all this bs,racist bs,favortism and all the bad element going around infecting lives like a plague. I have tried so many times to be a part of this but it seems like i will never be accepted , i will never be loved and no one will ever care about me , no one cares i’m dead or alive ,if i’m really okay ,if i have a problem or something . What changes can you make in your life, to bring more joy, light, life, and peace? I read your post and it seems like you have the same fear I do the only difference is that I am married with kids and I feel like I should not be lonely . The person I thought was my friend abducted my kids. The only Family I had were my Wife and Son! Lyrics to I Ain't Got Nobody (And Nobody Cares for Me) by Ann-Margret from the 1961-1966 album - including song video, artist biography, translations and more! As all of the personal info and beliefs had already been addressed via the questions and our emails before our first date. The enemy would have us feel and think otherwise. I dont depend on people. Don’t give up. Last night I was at a friend’s for dinner, and I told her that I want to move to a new city. So I spent 7 mo. Not even a full year into the marriage, he began lying and cheating so I filed for divorce. It’s like waiting three years for someone to notice you. I told my daughters that their emotional distance disrespects the commitment I made to them when I was a single mom. Required fields are marked *. My prayer is that you feel the love of God, the comfort of Jesus, and the presence of the Holy Spirit as you wrestle with your thoughts and feelings. My mother passed away when I was little. You’ll forgive if you need to, let go of what’s holding you back, and move forward in ways you don’t think are possible now. She is 23 and I wish she would treat me differently but what can I do? I still run and pout like a child when I feel someone has talked bad about me or feel excluded. You are worth something, believe me. We just give them an opportunity at life. If you feel unwanted and like no one cares, it’s because you haven’t found the right people to be with. In person, I can barely be comfortable enough around a woman to flirt, thinking she already thinks I’m ugly or weird. I recently came out to the rest of my family about being secually abused as a child and they have chosen to believe my abuser. The first link I clicked on was your page and I’ve bookmarked it and read through it – there was no mention of God in my search yet this came up so I believe I was led here for a reason. I’m not suicidal, I just know that if I died today it wouldn’t have much of an impact on anyone besides family and it saddens me. She was the same short height as K, same bubbly personality, same race and similar style of clothes, but a completely different face and lighter skin tone. Now, find something to do this week that you will enjoy. I have been abused in many ways. I just stand there trying not to be annoying saying only a few words cause every time i’m trying so talk and tell them something about me someone interrupts me and .. i. imagine you can understand the rest of it . You know what helps me? He loves my attention and loves me close to Him. My life sucks. I feel there’s no such thing as loneliness or sadness, and the I feel love and I feel I can love someone for the very first time I’ve got no more eyes or time to look into another thing. I live very near my two sons and my parents and yet I feel so alone my son’s don’t care for me they don’t like me my only friend is my mother & I fear when she is gone how will I go on I feel so sad all the time like I could go missing and no one would even worry I feel like people don’t like me I don’t make friends easily that is a hard thing to live with my life is loneliness everyday. Maybe you lost someone you love, a dog you adore, a job you needed, a family member or best friend. When you’re by yourself for awhile it’s an opportunity to integrate and do what you want to do. friendly outside of their circle of acceptable women. 3 is a powerful number. I’m finally at peace. No one who makes me feel I am loved. My grown kids life’s are to busy to drive 45 miles to see mom. I dont know how much more suffering I can take. The week before only i though like I’m the luckiest girl in the world since i got a very lovable husband. God works through people. Cast down or put off those negative thoughts and replace them with what God says about you in his Word. Don’t lose hope. A She Blossoms reader emailed me recently. And as the men in this state are intimidated by me, these “gentile” ladies are far from 7 Ideas for Christians Who Don’t Fit In at Church, Coping With Life When You Feel Numb and Empty, Travel in Faith: Tools & Tips for Travel That Transforms You. Literally all of my friends at work took her word as well, & turned their backs to me! But I cannot surrender to this feeling. Nobody cares about you as you don't care about yourself. I removed my mom three years ago. And we are facing all the bad thing and bad luck I gain the experience and wisdom but I don’t have the youth to enjoy life anymore and people look at you differently specially a woman. Look for people who are lonely, unwanted, and feeling lost. Letting go of your expectations is about grieving what you wish you had. Please stop thinking about taking your own life. Whats the point of being human. Sometimes I feel like that but don’t do it something has to change you have to reach out to talk to somebody and let them know how you feel it does help. I am fortunate to have found a very supportive church family and I am blessed to be there. Im in a f//ked up relationship,my kids hate me,my family,whats left of them,disowned me,ive been cheated on,throwned out in winter,lived on streets,u name it ive been thru it. Nothing worked! They eventually abandoned me. He told me he wants out relationship to be strictly platonic. I understand that there is no way I can comprehend what life is like for you in South Africa no matter how many articles I read, but please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and although a stranger, I want nothing more for you than happiness and freedom from hell on earth. He also has his skeletons from the past and is depressed. What helped me survive was reading Ecclesiastes in the Bible, which I always thought was weird. It’s hard. I have to remember my relationship with myself matters more than my relationship with anybody else. How do you feel when you choose to believe that you are part of my daily tally? been the only child that looks so different n not hadsome made my mum hated me wit strong passion including all of my siblings pretending to d world that i was loved but only my dad showd me luv both in secreet n d open sincerly nw a lady i found recently captivted me wit so much care n affection has just left hating me wit greater passion dan my family did t hereby makin me feel so terible about my self but i do belivell. You may unsubscribe at any time. 57 years old is not fun. I can’t remember what it said now, but it talked about turning to God and the church. I get on dating apps only to find every woman I message isn’t the slightest bit interested. Just not quick, and shortcuts can be setbacks. I have no friends. 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